My Aura
We have had Aura for a few months now and Chris and I have not been out to the shops together since we have had her. So I decided this Saturday we would go shopping, no longer than and hour and a half. The weeks before I have been leaving her for 10min at a time, then 15min, then 30min and now an hour. I hated leaving her on her own. She was still so new and so tiny. I could not stop thinking about her.I felt so guilty. Before I walked out the door I had put T.V on for her, two cushions so that she could get up on the lounge to some of her toys and her special little blanket. I also left her a flavoured chewy bone to eat while I was gone. I tucked her in and gave her a big hug and kiss and told her I loved her and I would be home soon. I also left her my old shirt to sleep with as I thought this would make her feel safe and secure.
The whole time I was thinking about her, and what she was doing, if she was missing me as much I was missing her. I enjoyed getting out of the house with Chris too. After an hour and a bit we arrived home and all we could hear was Aura crying , and crying so loud. I opened the door and she continued to cry and cry. Her tailed nearly broke off she was wiggling it so much. I picked her up and kissed her and kissed her and cuddled her. She was squealing at this point. I put her down and I could smell poo. She poo-ed in the office, the lounge room and pee-ed in the bathroom. She was a little annoyed I think because we left her. I guess she really hates being left alone.
